[vimeo https://vimeo.com/35839533]

read the poem below

There’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out

but I’m too tough for him,

I say, stay in there, I’m not going

to let anybody see you.

There’s a bluebird in my heart that

wants to get out

But I pur whiskey on him and inhale

cigarette smoke and the whores and the bartenders

and the grocery clerks

never know that he’s in there.

 

There’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out

but I’m too tough for him,

I say,stay down, do you want to mess me up?

you want to screw up the works?

you want to blow my book sales in Europe?

 

There’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out

but I’m too clever, I only let him out at night sometimes

when everybody’s asleep.

I say, I know that you’re there, so don’t be sad.

then I put him back, but he’s singing a little in there,

I haven’t quite let him die and we sleep together like

that with our secret pact

and it’s nice enough to make a man weep,

but I don’t weep,

do

you?

Charles Bukowski.

California is a place.